I used to blame myself for all the wrong things that happened to me. We’ve always been told that the inner self of us is the one who always making the wrong choices, gave the wrong clue. But really, what leads us to the clue that had been given out by our inner self? I dare to say that the systems built by our so-called-ancestors that had made us this way. They created our personalities, made us works or acts like the systems wanted to. We are actually the person with personality who had been created to do as they guided. All those Be Yourself, You Have The Right In Everything are bullshits.
When we think back, we have so much laws made up that is beautiful and sounded really logic and could make us the commoners win any situations, but yet, why are we still didn’t really win although the laws that made up by oldies are to be on our sides? Why can’t people deserve the same treats when they entered stores? Why we didn’t get the same services just because we are younger? And why we have to accept everything that the oldies told us to do despite letting us create something new and fresh to the world? Why do we have to stick to something that is already out of date? If I give you a fresh brewed cup of coffee and another cup of outdated coffee, which one you’d rather choose? Everyone would choose the fresh brewed one. It is the nature law. And yet, what are we still doing now? Keeps on voting the oldies who had been ruling the nation for decades and nothing much had been done really except for the monuments, tall buildings, tarred roads, exclusive clubs instead of jobs supply, students’ interests, and open-minded citizen who can criticize directly if their rulers done something wrong.
Unlike now, the upper people can do anything and keeps the media shuts about it but let them spread all those non-knowledgeable things to the citizens. I mean Hey, gimme a break man! Stop feeding us with all those craps. I don’t mind voting for the party, but please, let someone who actually does the work holds the title. The one who really deserves it.
I used to deny this thing when somebody does made a real argument with me that kept me awake till 3a.m. But now, I totally get what the person meant by that. Now I really get the person’s thought. That’s genius and critics too. Damn, it took me about a year to really digest what he said. I wanted to stop on denying. But the systems made up would never let me do it. It can never make anyone else do it too. Keep on doing the things that you’re made up to do it everyone. We’re getting great at it day by day and yet, less knowing the truth of us. Denying rules!